Lepaskan MV by Joker Production Crew

Lepaskan MV is a project of the Joker Production Crew where it took about two months to complete this video. It tells you a story about how a guy survives in the struggle of letting go of someone that he loves. Beautiful MV. The setting was in Fraser's Hill. Subscribe and like Joker Production Crew on Facebook and wait for more mind-blowing stuff from them :) !

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Karnival Lipis 2013

So last week afzan comrade was involved with the Karnival Lipis 2013 that was held at dataran lipis, Kuala Lipis, Pahang. There were 17 items all together that were assigned to put up a performance and I was involved with two of items; Speech Choir and Music Rakyat. It was a mind blowing experience and I am utimately grateful that I got the chance to contribute my effort for the carnival.

As for the speech choir, I wrote script as i was the leader for the item. It is definitely something that I fond of because the speech choir was in English. I previously had led a speech choir and became the conductor but bcas this time around, I had to contribute my voice for musik rakyat, so i found it hard to divide my tine between the two. So i appointed Ami to become the conductor and I got into the line-ups as we were actually lacking of men's power. It was really fun, though.

Becoming one of the singers for musik rakyat had really offered me with once in a while experience. I got to sing a few songs and some of them were Sayang Kinabalu and Tanak Kampung. It's been a while since i last performed in front of such a huge crowd and it was something that I would never forget. Here are some photos taken at the carnival :)

After 2 years. Yes, 2 years.

My last post was in 2011. And now we are already in the fourth quarter of 2013. Many things have happened in these past two years. Of course, I won't spill out everything here but just so you know that I would love to start writing in this blog, again. Social websites are created one after another but I think I wanna go back to blogging. I've deleted my twitter account, deactivated my facebook and here I am, quenching my thirst for writing.

  Guys,
I am now in Lipis, Pahang. Doing my degree in Tesl programme. I was kicked out from Iprm and got transferred here. Regardless, that doesn't change my life drastically. But the fact that I met a few amazing people here makes me love this place a lot.

For a beginning, I do not want to write a long, agonizing post because I know nobody's gonna read this. So till we meet again. Salam :)

Kesedaran yang sudah agak terlewat.

Tiki tok tik tok. Okay itu kononnya bunyi jam. Jam menunujukkan masa. Dan seperti pepatah mengatakan, masa tak pernah menunggu manusia. Dan rugilah manusia yang tak menghargai masa. Sekarang aku rasa aku adalah antara mereka yang rugi itu. Sedar tak sedar, peperiksaan final semakin menghampiriku. Dan apa yang aku lakukan? Leka dan alpa. Menelaah pelajaran jauh sekali. Sang pencipta seolah olah semakin aku pinggirkan. Bukan aku tak sedar, aku sedar. Tapi entah apa yang menahan diri aku dari buat semua tu. Rasa berat je kaki tangan ni nak menelaah pejaran dan mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya. Aku tanya kenapa. Tapi aku tak dapat jawapan. Jadi aku rasa tak guna terus mempersoalkan tapi sebaliknya harus diikhtiarkan. Ya, aku sedang mengumpul kekuatan itu. Merujuk tajuk post kali ini, kesedaran yang sudah agak terlewat adalah berkenaan peperiksaan yang semakin menghampiri. Iaitu minggu hadapan. Satu apa pun tak terlekat dalam otak pemikiran aku berkaitan pelajaran. Sedangkan ini adalah satu satunya exam final untuk keseluruhan program asasi aku dekat sini. Apalah nak jadi? Tapi menyesal pun dah tak berguna. Apa yang mampu aku lakukan sekarang adalah gunakan saki baki masa yang seolah tak cukup ni untuk masukkan seberapa banyak input yang aku mampu dalam otak aku ni. Entah apalah result aku nanti. Banyak kegusaran dan kebimbangan. Tapi kurang tindakan. Ya, itulah aku.

Maaf, aku masih mencari diri.

Salam wbt. Kebelakangan ni aku rasa nak buat post dalam bahasa melayu. Tak tahu kenapa. Mungkin aku rasa lebih telus bila aku guna bahsa melayu. Aku rasa post yang aku buat akan jadi lebih jujur dan mudah difahami. Ya, sesungguhnya aku masih mencari diri. Ramai kawan2 aku tanya, kenapa putra sekarang dah jarang nampak dekat surau? Kenapa putra sekarang macam nak kembali ke perangainya yang dahulu. Sesungguhnya aku tak punya daya untuk melarang orang dari berkata-kata. Dan aku juga tak pernah menyalahkan mereka. Mungkin itu cara Allah untuk mengingatkan aku. Tapi aku tahu apa yang aku buat. Aku tahu apa yang aku perlu jaga. Tak dinafikan, kemanisan yang diperolehi ketika bulan Ramadhan dulu kini susah untuk aku rasai. Tapi aku, ianya tidak mustahil untuk berlaku semua. Cuma perlu berdoa selalu. Aku yakin itu. Aku juga tak menyangkal kata-kata rakan2 ku. Mmg benar semua cakap2 mereka. Aku sekarang kurang ke surau. Entah apa yang aku fikirkan. Entah apa yang ada dalam benak fikran aku ni. Kaki seolah2 rasa berat nak melangkah ke tempat suci itu. aku tidak lagi menjadi tetamu-Nya. Astagfirullahalazim. Ampunkan hamba-Mu yang hina ini ya Allah. Hindari aku daripada berkelakuan munafik. Ya Allah. Cuma kini, aku dalam proses untuk mendekatkan diri semula dengan dia. Harap aku diberi ruang dan waktu untuk muhasabah diri. Terima kasih atas peringatan rakan-rakan yang setia. Sampai sini sahaja. Salam wbt. *Peace y'all :)

Am I going astray?Oh God, guide me. :(

Salam wbt. Aku tak tahu tapi aku rasa macam aku nak menyimpang dah ni, tak dapat nak rasa kemanisan macam dulu yang pernah aku rasa dahulu, yang pernah dia pinjamkan seketika dahulu, benarlah tu, iman manusia naik turun, hmm, risau2, harap2, aku tak lepaskan apa yang aku pernah dapat dulu, moga solatku masih kekal terjaga, sesungguhnya aku manusia kerdil yang terlalu banyak melakukan kesilapan, Ampunkan aku Ya Allah.

Fever, please go away. :O

Hello world, okay I won't make this long and agonizing. Just a short and sweet one. PROMISE :)

Aku dah demam like for more than a week, dan aku rasa macam nak mati menaggung demam ni. Ya Allah, bukan tak pernah demam sebelum ni, but this time is like it's killing me slowly. I've been coughing for more than a week also. Oh yeah, I have a hilarious story behind this. I'll make it brief. My dad called me. He insisted on me going to see the doctor which he knows that is the last thing that I would do in my life. Yet, he forced me. This was what he said.

Dad : Putra, I want you to go to the clinic and show me the receipts.

Me : Sure dad.

Dad : And yeah, I want to talk to the doctor too.

Me : -__-

So what I did was, I had my friend to disguise as the doctor. Sorry papa, I had to do so. You know how much I loathe doctors.

Okay till later ppl bye!